Closure

After 4 years it's done. Well, OK it's not completely done.. the book is written but it's in need of some proof reading and editing. But it's done in essence. I have a very odd feeling of hunger, nausea, pain (my back from sitting at the computer), exhaustion (I haven't really had a lay in in 2 weeks) and general oddness. If I'd written this about 2 and a half hours ago I'd have said something completely different. Mainly because I was shaking with excitement as I hurtled toward the last words I've known would be the finale to my book for a considerable time. I think that when I first see the book for sale on Kindle I will probably have the same excited reaction.
We'll see, but for now, I'm slightly marveling in the fact that I've written a book and completely obsessing over the next 5..
Watch this space.. 

The Future

I finished Chapter 20 today.

I only have one more chapter to write and then the book will be done. I'm am so tired from working the weekend and I don't know if what I've just written is a pile of rubbish but I had to keep stopping to prevent myself from becoming too overwhelmed and crying all over my keyboard.

 Chapter 20 is not the hardest chapter I've had to write because some stumped me for weeks, even months on end but this one was the one that nearly tipped me over the edge emotionally. I knew what it would involve and I'm proud to say that I didn't get as upset writing it as I had thought I would but nevertheless it's a heavy chapter. Pivotal to the plot but heavy.

I couldn't even finish my Lucious Lemon Muffin or my cup of tea. Now that must have been hard work!

See the evidence below the Jump.